Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
August 2 Practicing honesty
"When we feel trapped or pressured, it takes great spiritual and
emotional strength to be honest."
Basic Text, p. 81
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Many of us try to wiggle out of a difficult spot by being dishonest, only
to have to humble ourselves later and tell the truth. Some of us twist
our stories as a matter of course, even when we could just as easily tell
the plain truth. Every time we try to avoid being honest, it backfires on
us. Honesty may be uncomfortable, but the trouble we have to endure when
we are dishonest is usually far worse than the discomfort of telling the
truth.
Honesty is one of the fundamental principles of recovery. We apply this
principle right from the beginning of our recovery, when we finally admit
our powerlessness and unmanageability. We continue to apply the principle
of honesty each time we are faced with the option of either living in
fantasy or living life on its own terms. Learning to be honest isn't
always easy, especially after the covering up and deception so many of us
practiced in our addiction. Our voices may shake as we test our newfound
honesty. But before long, the sound of the truth coming from our own
mouths settles any doubts: Honesty feels good! It's easier living the
truth than living a lie.
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Just for today: I will honestly embrace life, with all its pressures and
demands. I will practice honesty, even when it is awkward to do so.
Honesty will help, not hurt, my efforts to live clean and recover.