Today's Reading from Just For Today © NA World Services
February 24 A new influence
"Personality change was what we really needed. Change from
self-destructive patterns of life became necessary."
Basic Text, p. 15
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In early life, most of us were capable of joy and wonder, of giving and
receiving unconditional love. When we started using, we introduced an
influence into our lives that slowly drove us away from those things. The
further we were pushed down the path of addiction, the further we withdrew
from joy, wonder, and love.
That journey was not taken overnight. But however long it took, we
arrived at the doors of NA with more than just a drug problem. The
influence of addiction had warped our whole pattern of living beyond
recognition.
The Twelve Steps work miracles, it's true, but not many of them are
worked overnight. Our disease slowly influenced our spiritual development
for the worse. Recovery introduces a new influence to our lives, a source
of fellowship and spiritual strength slowly impelling us into new, healthy
patterns of living.
This change, of course, doesn't "just happen." But if we cooperate
with the new influence NA has brought to our lives, over time we will
experience the personality change we call recovery. The Twelve Steps
provide us with a program for the kind of cooperation required to restore
joy, wonder, and love to our lives.
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Just for today: I will cooperate with the new influence of fellowship and
spiritual strength NA has introduced to my life. I will work the next
step in my program.