Narcotics Anonymous

Just For Today - Daily Email Service

   April 16                                                "Acting as if"

   "Today, we seek solutions, not problems.  We try what we have learned on
                           an experimental basis."

                                                            Basic Text, p. 58

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   The first time we heard that we should "act as if," many of us
   exclaimed, "But that's not honest!  I thought we were always supposed
   to be honest about our feelings in Narcotics Anonymous."

   Perhaps we can reflect on when we first came into the program.  We may not
   have believed in God, but we prayed anyway.   Or maybe we weren't sure
   the program would work for us, but we kept coming to meetings regardless
   of what we thought.  The same applies as we progress in recovery.  We may
   be terrified of crowds, but if we act confidently and extend our hand,
   we'll not only feel better about ourselves, we'll find that we are no
   longer so frightened of large gatherings.

   Each action we take in this vein brings us closer to becoming the people
   we were meant to be.    Each positive change we make builds  our
   self-esteem.   Through acting differently, we will realize that we are
   beginning to think differently.   We are living ourselves into right
   thinking by "acting as if."

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   Just for today:  I will take the opportunity to act as if I can accept a
   situation I used to run from.